Yesterday was ... shit
Maybe it was just bad luck ?
But I still feel like its all my fault
I really don't like considering the ways of suicide again
I SHOULD DIE
First, my mum took my lollies I just bought for $5.00 a packet
because she said I was getting more selfish if she doesn't take it
I really don't understand how that works
she normally doesn't eat lollies or chocolates
So nao she hates me
Then, my sister kicked me in the nose HELL HARD
(yeah, she likes physical attack) ~
She used to always hit me in my nose
which resulted my nose being very very flat and chubby despite the fact all asians have chubby noses.
I've hated her for a while ... maybe again I'm not being nice enough ?
But every time she does something mean/bad to me I think back and try to find what I did wrong and then I make up for it somehow
and now I can't take it anymore
AND HELL, SHES YOUNGER THAN ME.
Shes the favorite one in the family, shes the one who gets all the gifts and stuff when there's only one.
I really wanted to be best friends with her
but she just ... hates me ? (I do too now)
Sometimes I hope that I'm adopted
But I'm pretty sure I'm not To be honest, if I died right now, no one would actually cry for real
I don't know what I did
I always try my best to make my family happy
and they still hate me
Should I just run away ?
Enough of my ranting ...
I just made a set of 5 plush donut phone charms.
set - AU$20.00
single donut - AU$4.50